crawling in the dark.

I don't know what it's like to get separated
with a person who I've now been physically and chemically altered by
with the one who make me more than I am.

It's like you take an addict,
then suddenly you take whatever they're addicted to away from them.
and there's withdrawal.

When you find yourself being so in love with someone,
and you start to see too much of yourself,
you become too aware of yourself.
You get so obssessed with the fact that you're not good enough,
because you're elavating the other person higher and higher,
when the love get stronger and stronger,
and you want to be the bestest you could ever been,
but maybe the bestest isnt enough.

I don't know what it's like to get separated
with a person who I've now been physically and chemically altered by
with the one who make me more than I am.

And i don't want to know.
I don't.